Still here. Hmm…what’s bothering me today? Nothing really, lucky for me. How about you, guys?

Ohh…If I took you home. It’d be a home run. Show me how you’ll do!

I want to shut down the club. With you. Hey I heard you like the wild ones!

Isn’t it a wonder how people change?

I know this guy, we met roughly 6 years ago. We became friends. He used to be so vibrant with life and was very polite to everyone around him. He used to be “cool”. But now, I don’t know what to say about him. He seemed to be really rude and takes advantage of people. He became a f*ckin smoker and a f*ckin drunk. He stopped taking care of himself. Maybe it’s just because he had a bad break-up with his girlfriend…Or maybe because he is underpaid or something. 

He once asked me to do something for him, I did help him out but during that time he would ask some money. I started hating him since that day. I know I shouldn’t judge him by his actions. I know I should be more patient as his friend. But I seemed to hate him, he is unfair, rude, a show-off, a f*ckin jerk. Sometimes I have this urge to hit him on the face. Sometimes I want to make him swallow that beer bottle whole, make him gag on it or something, just to put some sense in him.

I used to have so much fun being around/with him. We used to be comfortable with each other’s presence. Damn it, I’m so pissed off right now. I know and I need to be more understanding. I keep trying to. I don’t know but I do know I still consider him as a friend. But if he continues to be like this, I just hope I would have the right mindset to just walk away and not beat the f*ck out of him.

It has been awhile! Sorry I was not able to post anything since the New Year. Anyway, I’m OK. I got to…you know…with someone I’m really attracted to. Seems to like 2012 is gonna be a great year for me.

So, how are you guys? Share anything, please!

I need to finish some work but I’m now drowsy. Oh, I just had too much fun last night. At the club. I was with my friends and had some drinks, it has been a while since I last went out and enjoy the night life.

I love dancing on the dance floor with all those smart-lights and the catchy music. Haha… I was sweating like a fuckin’ animal. It was really fun. You guys should’ve been there.

When I felt that I had to “answer the call of nature”, I went to the toilet. What I didn’t to happen expect was…HAHAHA LOL! I don’t know if I should even share this but here it goes! HAHA!!! I don’t really know how to feel about it but…I caught a hunk jerking at the toilet. He had his shirt off and his pants half way. 

Now…I wanted to run out the toilet but I really had to piss! And keeping it in was becoming unbearable by the seconds. The toilet only had two urinals and one cubicle. The cubicle was occupied and what was left was the urinal next to the jerking man. Argh! Damn perverts. 

I just pissed right next to him while he kept moaning and jerking and all. He was jerking his big stuff (but I bigger, just to say). I swear I didn’t intentionally wanted to see his stuff. If he wasn’t good-looking, I’d probably punched his nose out. But I’m a man, and his a man (too, of course), so I understand why he was doing it — sexual tension. He must’ve had this girl he really wanted so bad that he just couldn’t contain his lust. Or maybe he was on drugs. Fuck him.

When I was done I hurried out the toilet, zipping up while my way. Then another guy was going to get in, I told him, “There’s a freak inside doing his thing.” He didn’t quite get me and proceeded inside. I heard him say in a loud surprised voice: “Fuck man!” 

Any similar experience?

This man here needs a massage! Anyone?

I have a hang-over. I can’t stand properly and my fuckin head hurts. 

If I try to go back to sleep, my head hurts even more. 

Damn beer! But I’m grateful for Tumblr; distracts me from the pain.

So…I’m just here. Waiting for some love to come my way. I know I’m always too focused on my business, but what can I do? I love what I’m doing. But the sad thing though…I don’t have time to socialize or go to clubs and party. I can only hit the gym once a week already. And do Tumblr every once in a while. LOL My friends miss me, they are kind enough to BBM.

My shoulders hurt and my hands are shaking. Coffee, I need coffee! With my hectic schedule…I hope I can make it through! Still nervous but I can still manage. Thanks to @lifebyjorge for being there to listen. Thanks man! Now, gotta get off the internet and focus on real life! See you guys tomorrow!